Nobody Nobody But You

Nobody Nobody But You: OK granted I acted like a bit of a twat. But it’s got to a point where I’ve learnt to deal with his (incredibly long-winded) comments. I can’t argue it with him anymore. But it’s just so flipping draining. Even though I know he can’t change my mind about all of this (which I still think he’s trying to do lol) it still dents the armour somewhat. I don’t know why it happends but if things don’t change soon I will not be leaving reluctantly.

I don’t want your millions, your assets, your ‘support’. not if that means defying myself. Maybe not as a business man but at least as a parent he should be able to at least aknowledge that, never mind encourage it.

I dont know why Im putting this here, maybe it should be on the lesser-known tumblr account but in reading this far you have put yourself under the solem oath of flickr secrecy

Not that it would change anything if it did get back to him. He may just push me even further into insanity lol

Coming home from Hilsborough Elim I took this, I had another shot where I wanted to hang the camera out the window in a long-ish exposure going around a corner and capture my mum in the rear view mirror (someone try that and show me the picture please   ) but how it turned out was a little ‘dark’ for my liking, even now.

Revision isn’t going to plan, I don’t know why Im fussing over it so much as it doesnt even matter if I mess up. But I’ve never intentionally gave up on something because it was difficult. I will do what I can and rely on what knoledge I have from the year. Which, tbh, would give a better representation of what I have actually learnt from the course. Ohh that sounds so unconventional

Vincent Laforet is being added to my photographersanddirectorsiaspireto list. I dont know why but Im taking such a big interest into film making recently, even though I have never lifted a video camera to properly shoot something or sat down and wrote out a screenplay of a short. Maybe it’s a transition or an experiment but I can’t wait until summer starts so I can actually think about it properly and maybe shoot something.

Back to Vincent Laforet. I would have no problem in handing over the $129 for his course on HDDSLR/film. I prob will at some point. It seems very comprehensive :